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Written by Craig Colton   
Friday, 25 June 2010 21:06

 

This was submitted by our writer Craig Colton! 

 

 

I received an e-mail the other day requesting riders for a Patriot Guard Riders mission. This one would be for Airman First Class (A1C) Matt Kennedy. The mail said that he had returned from Iraq and "came back with wounds no one could see, like so many others." This caught my attention because I have worked with and been friends with many returning veterans from the desert, both wounded and those without visible injuries, but one thing can be said is that we all came back changed in one way or another.

 

Was it the actual combat or seeing the results of combat … was it the mortars, missiles and gunfire, or was it the sounds in the distance ... the sight of and the dealing with vehicles after they had been destroyed… the wounded, or even worse, the casualties of war? Although this is 2010, it is not that much different than those that came before us, securing our freedoms and allowing us to grow up in the greatest nation in the world. We all have our crosses to bear and memories that will stay with us for the rest of our lives, and how we deal with this is as different as each individual.

 

I searched the Internet and could find nothing about Matt as to how he died, but I did learn that he was in Nacogdoches, Texas, passed away, and that he had been deployed to Iraq. When, I didn’t know, and in my mind, that meant only one of two things; he was either on leave or had gotten out after a couple of years in the Air Force. I asked a friend with Soldiers Angels if she had heard any news of this young man’s passing and related the fact that I could find no information on him on the Internet.  She told me she would look into it and ensure that Angels Wings were wrapped around him and his family.  There was very little info that SA had on Matt although that is where I found --  “Matthew James ‘Matt’ Kennedy, 28, formerly of Abilene, went to be with his Lord whom he loved so much on Tuesday, June 15, 2010, in Nacogdoches, Texas. "

Today, as I met up with fellow veterans and active duty members, we rode to the church where the service was to be held.  Shortly after arriving I met with a good friend and retired Chief that quickly introduced me to Matt’s uncle, a veteran as well as a rider. He was very thankful to have 20 or so PGR members there to ride and honor his nephew, but became somewhat silent after that, and I didn't want to impose by asking questions or bother him in this time of sorrow and reflection.

 

Then came the actual mission brief and we found out that Matt was in Iraq in 2004 and was in the Security Forces specialty. In the Air Force there are few career fields that are by nature combat positions, there are our Special Operations folks, our Tactical Control Party members assigned with the Army and then there are Security Forces, cops at home station and defenders of the base, but while deployed they are our infantry. I won't pretend to even say I have any idea of what he went through, but I do know that he was an American that answered the call when asked, regardless of the consequences.

 

I won't question his reasons, nor will I let any man speak ill of this young American Hero, but Matt took his own life on June 15, 2010, in Nacogdoches, Texas. His pain and wounds, that no one else could see, no longer haunt him.

 Rest in Peace, A1C Matthew James Kennedy.

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Marian   |75.42.80.xxx |2010-06-28 21:59:39
it just hurts your heart. Blessings to his family.
-M
GLORIA STONE   |75.91.79.xxx |2010-07-07 07:51:07
I cannot begin to tell you how sad I am of what is going on with our young
people that are in this unnecessary war and much I wish that all of you could
come home. I watched a movie called 'GREEN ZONE" and it showed exactly what
is happening with this situation and how it is not about fighting terrorist but
to satisfy our governments personal desires. It seems that the higher ups are
not out for you guys but what is necessary to report back to the American people
to justify your being over there. The young man that you talked about in this
blog is only one of many and those that do not take their own lives are living a
hell that no one knows. I pray for all of you each day and night and know that
when you do come home that you will never be the same. I am so sorry and wish
you well.
Gloria E. McClain Padgett aka  - Only He Would Know     |75.81.115.xxx |2010-07-25 18:48:05
Hearts for Home is what I have been trying to come up with since last week when
once again on the ABC world news there was a story that touched upon the
statistics of the heartbreaking fact that the Army looses ONE Soldier a day to
suicide. The other branches aren't even given stats for in the news. The entire
reason I was able to become a part of Solders' Angels was because my own son who
was blown-up 4 times while attempting to walk into his duty station in Baghdad
on 2 Aug 2009, then discharged in Dec 2009, having served active duty from 20
Aug 2008-Dec 2009 was discharged under medical conditions, and then no final
pay, no benefits, or diability money, and starving in Jan-Mar 2010, was emailing
my phone each night, and ready to take his meds, or blow his brains out. My son
would place postings online, and instead of anyone believing him, he was being
called a liar, a dirt-bag, and worse. ONE PERSON, Patti Patton Bader reached out
and told him about the Soldiers' Angels warehouse opeing up in Texas. Thank God!
Being a homeless vet myself, USAF 11/79-2/86, I too contacted Soldiers' Angels
and requested to be allowed to come to Texas to work in the warehouse, and to be
able to minister to Brooks Army Medical Center across the street. Circumstances
and God's Will, that hasn't happened yet, BUT, Toby Nunn, and Soldiers' Angels
did come through for me, and my son. I am SOOO Blessed that I received a grant
from Soldiers' Angels. As it turns out, I sent half to my son to help him pay
his rent while waiting for his GI Bill to come in. I am still homeless, and
instead of being on the streets, I am back at my mom's where she and my bro are
supporting me while I apply for jobs here in KCK, and looking into using my own
GI Bill for the first time. NEVER for ONE Day do I STOP Though, thinking of
ways in which to support and keep any of the Brave 1% who serve and serve from
being helped! I do believe we can help each other out. Why, because I DID NOT
Serve The Cold War in a War Zone, do I have to possess a War CAmpaign Medal to
be eligible to have Vet status on Jobs, or, at places like the Manhattan, Ks Vet
Center? Why does my son, because he served less than 2 years active duty get
told that because he served less than 2 years, HE IS NOT A VET? Getting
blown-up, discharged, and STILL. WE ARE NOT Eligible? Why, when I called the VA
for the 1st time to try to get enrolled so I could go to the local center VS all
the way in KCMO or at FT Leavenworth Vet Hospitals, can't I get a phone call
back , or the mailed enrollment pkg? 1 out of every 3 homeless in the state of
Kansas are veterans, and I know, cause I am one of them, are WE forgotten
statistics, and cannot even get The Census to take our info to be counted? I
propose an outline for businesses by vets for vets here. Ther is so mu...
ashley   |208.122.137.xxx |2010-08-05 13:11:19
I was blessed to know him well... I have only one word to descibe him.
Wonderful.
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